Now that I summed up the incredible week – I’ve had time to look back and think about what I learned. What were my main takeaways…
- Being part of something “bigger than yourself” is a humbling experience
- I learned to dig deep within my mind and soul – to push through the mental blocks that come with long hours / long days of monotonous activity
- Others inspire me – so much. Seeing those with an illness, physical or mental disability doing the same thing I am…. amazing and uplifting. It really puts things in perspective
- Friends are simply amazing… Ellen knew when I needed my own time to digest the day, a hug or uplifting sentiment. That week was incredible because of positive energy from others.
- Although I tried my hardest, trying to leave internal worries, issues, drama, “garbage” behind – was not possible. There was a lot of thinking involved – but no real closure unfortunately.
- I can care about others unconditionally….but there comes a point I need to let go. If they cannot take the time to take care of themselves physically and mentally, I need to accept that and let go. They make their choices for themselves.
- I feel more connected to the people and state of California – it’s loveliness and less than fabulous areas…. I took it all in and I think it feels more like my current “home”.
- My Super Husband is beyond Super – he is my rock, my support, my coach. I missed him each night – but took in each note of encouragement. He is my best friend and it really showed…he’s my Sherbert.
- Camping was never so luxurious! Hot food, hot showers…. we were treated so well. This was an amazing “machine” of an activity and I encourage everyone to try it at least once
- My phobia (yes, I think it’s crossed into “phobia”) of downhill speed is perplexing.
- The help of strangers is awe-inspiring….from Roadies to fellow Riders to community Cheerleaders. We had unknowns cheer us on from mile 1 to mile 545. With hearts filled with admiration and support – “strangers” became our saviors.
I am sure I will think of other things I learned along the way… but at this time, I really learned a lot about myself. Some things I am happy about – some things I need to tweak…. and other things I learned about human nature. This planet is filled with caring supporting individuals – we should try to do one selfless thing each day (paying it forward) for someone else… and see how the positive energy flows from person to person.
I am so proud of you, girl, for doing this! You are amazing!